Many won't admit to the negative thoughts circulating in their head when a doctor uses the words 'tumor' or 'cancer.' I know I had a million thoughts going through my mind in the first minutes of receiving the news. FIGHTING was not my first thought. No. All of my fears, those I kinds I knew I had and those that came out of the blue, circulated in my head.
Then, after a few minutes there was an empty feeling of nothing. I guess this is the shock stage. My mind must have overloaded with the numerous scenarios filled with negativity like, what about my children and how long do I have. There was silence in my head, in the core of my being. Many have gone through these same emotions on the night Donald Trump won his second presidential election.
Those who had worked tirelessly to warn citizens of America that Trump is unfit to be president due to his greed, immorality, childishness, pettiness, and lack of intelligence, were disappointed with the election results knowing what was coming in the future.
The bad, life altering news that Trump won a second presidency had the worst imaginable scenarios for his term, which are even worse in reality. If voters were like me, it took three months for the empty hollow feeling of shock to subside. What was it replaced with?
After leaving the doctor's office with my new, not yet verified diagnosis of a tumor, I wanted information. I wanted to know everything about my possible condition. I turned to facts. I couldn't allow myself to just GUESS what may be occurring in my body. I had to have FACTS. After Trump's win, facts became the enemy of his administration. Truth is being hidden or out and out lied about. I can't imagine if my access to information about tumor were restricted how much mor anxious would I have become. Thank goodness it wasn't.
After taking more tests, I had to sit and wait for over 30 days for what I hope today is the last BIG test to finding a true diagnosis to my health problems. While I waited there were pills, numerous emergency room trips, more sickness, restrictions on my daily life, change after change of medications and depression from being so sickly. I lost a tremendous amount of muscle mass and look weak. The first 100 days of Trump's presidency was one emergency or crazy thing after the next. The American people became tired of seeing what he was doing and is still doing to our country. Like cancer or a tumor, is the disease of the Trump administration.
Even if we are not doctors, common sense dictacts for the removal of cancerous cell and tumors as soon as poosivle. Cancer is that aggressive. It doesn't give you time to adjust, once it begins, it begins. The same with Donald Trump. America knew he was cancerous his first term, and what happened? First going to a doctor to DIAGNOSE the problem is the hardest step for many. Family members know the reluctant patient had to be talked into going to the doctor let alone listening to and believing the diagnosis.
I am calling out DOCTORS for watching this kind of sickness and abuse when they ARE advocates for the sick. If you are not going to do what your lisense says, Doctors should be turned in for neglect. Come on the man is mentally unfit as a country of educated doctors of America don't call for and objective assesment of the president. Get the signitures going Mental Health doctor. The people are afraid each day what he will do. There MUST be some grown people in our country INSTEAD of just complainers. How many peices of sugned paper helps a person in this condition. The mentally ill SUFFER dealing with it. Like I said Ause. No protest neede. We just need people willing to put feet to their mouthed. He is unstable and ABUSING AMERICA. Call a doctor.
Trump is unwilling to get the professional help he needs. Mental illness is a blatant issue but, there are those who not concerned about his healt or him. I've begun to call it #ElderAbuse and #SeniorCitizenAbuse. How can people who care about you watch you humiliate your self on the world stage. Ther is no PRETENDING, now that he can't stay awake ten minites if he isn't engaged in nastiness.
His cabinet let's him nape and wake him up when it's time to entertain the masses with stupidity, plum garbage and lies out of his my. I'm no therapist but I know when I see delusions of granduer in form of my eyes. Trump elevates himself above every human. He only comes down to see what you have, take it from you, and have the best of your stuff he's stolen from people and the REPUBLICANS , Trump is gloating by himself, that's his reward for doing nothing. He get's to PLAY while Americans are hungry and sick. They do the business part and then turn it over to the CLOWN and he never disappoints. I hate that they go on every show at night trying to tell Americans, "This is what Trump meant or actually said.
I'm not so much sickened by REPUBLICAN'S racism, I'm sicked because some LOW PEOPLE believe they are SUPERIOR in any way. They have to break the law in EVERYTHING they touch because they are just LAZY FRAT boys hanging out thinking about what other mischeif and harm they can do. I have NEVER seen such a GIGGLY bunch of men than I have in this FAKE administration. That Jordan dude laughed all the way through the PAM BUNDI show.
Everyone knows it is out of WEAKNESS that someone stoops to CRIME to say they are SUPERIOR than them. It's EVIDENT superiority is n o where near this Trump bunch and they don't don't care. These are parents shutting down EDUCATION in America. The only way to be superior is to take away facts and education. Dumb beyond belief.
I guess that is what you call a RANT. TYhank you for your patience. Yeah, so I still don't know what IS causing my sickness but it's not a tumor. Maybe, it's something like a tumor.
























